Suddenly I see, this is what I wanna be!
Suddenly I see, why the hell it means so much to me.

When asked this question, 'what means the most to you', how would I answer it? There are various answers to this question. Many will speak of earthy desires, like an Ipod, branded clothes. Well, personally, I'm not sure what my answer would be. I guess friends mean a lot to me, also not forgetting my family. So which means the most to me?

Anyway, today was a horribly boring day. Woke up at around 8, then I went back to sleep till 10. I have been studying ever since, feeling really bored now. I seriously can't wait for mid-years to be over. I browsed through the 2004 year book just now; manage to find many people's face. Time really flies, I'm sec 3 now. In the book, Sheryan and Yifang were sec2s, and Liwei was a sec1, Eunice, sec3 and I could find Shuzk Meng in the book, first time spotting her in the book. All of them from the same section, just different times that we graduated; I guess band has really grown a lot. I'm amazed at my marvelous eye power. Pretty hard for me to believe, it's been so many years since kindergarden. I love kindergarden, the wonderful playtime. Now, there isn't even time for myself. All I do is to study and study, and perhaps, occasional short breaks, but after that it would be back to my books. I need a life man! I want band to start soon, then I can practice and resume my old life, the interesting one.

When band starts, I will perfect my vibrato, and I'll try out double tonguing, if that's alright, I'll try out triple tonguing. I will also coach the sec ones, and make sure their tone improves, and teach them new techniques, and teach them new pieces. I guess they might join the main band when that happens, and we can sight read Noah's Ark together. It's going to be tough and fast, but I'm going to do my best. I know that saxophone section can do it. And perhaps, for the next school event, we can do a saxophone ensemble, or a quartet, or something like that, to help the band raise funds for our overseas trip. But then again, I guess not. The section might not be ready for such wide exposure, and not ready to play in front of the school or something, but we will improve. I've realised how much solos help one to improve, tone-wise, attitude-wise and confidence-wise. These are all qualities of a good band member. Maybe, I'll join a band when I become older, like philharmonic youth winds, or mus'art. I guess these are all probabilities in life. Then perhaps, join SSO next time, if I decide to take music as a profession.
Well, God will lead the way.

Now I wish for the sky to be blue and the grass to be green. ;D
Why isn't the sky as blue as before?